Life is a Journey

Life is a journey and life happens every minute of one's existence. Warm fuzzy events, not so welcome events. But they all happen and require one's attention. When looking and experiencing those events we have the choice to decide how we feel about them. The warm fuzzy ones are easy, we enjoy them and feel good about them. The not so welcome ones are the ones which make us grow and stronger. The choice we have is to look at them, accept them and then let them go. Do not give them space in your mind and do not give them lots of thoughts. The more you think about them, evaluate and alnayze them, the more they take root and will affect your emotions and finally your well being. They are like a slow acting poison - without being aware our whole existence will be poisened and all the joy and happiness will be sucked out. We are beings of light, so let the light flow in.

A new Beginning

These last few weeks were a challenge for me, starting with the change to a new medication by injections with really scary possible side effects. Took meditation and contemplation to come to the realization that everything will be ok, that it is up to me to make it a beneficial experience. It is amazing how one can fall into a black hole by fear and anxiety. My fear caused me mental and physical anguish until I was able to connect with my higher self, my source, my God. Then, and only then was I able to see that it was all "choice, that I can chose to feel well with the new medication or continue to be scared and experience all the downsides with it. I made the choice of acceptance and well being and have no side effects. I feel good and am ready to start the new phase in my physical recovery. I feel in peace and I know that this experience made me a stronger person, stronger in my deep knowledge of being a spiritual being and being in control of my life by making choices. It all comes down to "choices", making the choices that gives one freedom and joy. In this case, I made the choice of letting the wisdom of my doctor, who I trust, work through me with the new medication. I abandoned the fight, the fear, the apprehension and made it my personal experience which will be good and beneficial, laced with recovery and healing. I embrace it all and feel with every cell in my body "I am, I am, I am".

The Dance of Life

A great day and I feel good. I was able to hold my balance and my centeredness and it feels wonderful. My thoughts were focused on well being and beauty in all there is. No stress, no tension, just peace and love. Life feels like dancing to a music which I have written. With every step I am getting closer to where I want to be. It is a dance to freedom leaving the lead shoes behind and following my spirit to unlimited heights.

A Heavenly Morning

A morning as good as it gets. Opening my eyes was a delight, I felt like stepping into my physical reality on bouncing steps and a soaring spirit. My thoughts are uplifting, my vibrations are high and my energies are flowing. I glorious morning indeed! This is what life is all about, what life is when I let go and focus on joy and well being. A mile stone taken, a hurdle overcome - a new realization of who I am becoming.

I embrance who I was, who I am and who I am becoming.

I am embrace my spirit and my source.

My Life is My Script

My life is my script and I am the actor. I remind myself every day of it and it is getting easier to let troublesome influences go, see them flowing away and disolving in nothing. I am the creator of my life, and it is my script and I will perform this play of life in the way it makes me feel good. Oh, there are so many who want to edit, who want to direct, who even want to play for me, but I always remember: it is my creation, may script, my show. Looking at life in that way it all becomes lighter, the fun comes back and one can look at mistakes with a smile. Only then can be joy. The light goes on, the wings grow, the spirit soars and it all is well.

I will live the last part of my life in joy and harmony, make choices which feel good and let the troubles and disturbances fade away. This life is my choice and I will live it to the fullest.

Pottery

Just started Pottery and what makes it so exciting for me? It gives me an outlet for my creativity, I feel there is an unlimited potential and that I can fly as high as I want. I like the people and it allows me to release stress and find relaxation and peace. A true oasis, a perfect retreat!

Being not Doing

Realizing that I am a "being" and not a "doing" makes all the difference how I look at things, interact with people and function in my life. I am a being and the doing is a flow out of the being. First I am, then the action follows. First I create in my mind, then I materialize it in the physical world. A realization which brings clarity and focus to me and which allows me to "live" my life with all my senses. I finally can experience again the beauty of it all.