A new Beginning

These last few weeks were a challenge for me, starting with the change to a new medication by injections with really scary possible side effects. Took meditation and contemplation to come to the realization that everything will be ok, that it is up to me to make it a beneficial experience. It is amazing how one can fall into a black hole by fear and anxiety. My fear caused me mental and physical anguish until I was able to connect with my higher self, my source, my God. Then, and only then was I able to see that it was all "choice, that I can chose to feel well with the new medication or continue to be scared and experience all the downsides with it. I made the choice of acceptance and well being and have no side effects. I feel good and am ready to start the new phase in my physical recovery. I feel in peace and I know that this experience made me a stronger person, stronger in my deep knowledge of being a spiritual being and being in control of my life by making choices. It all comes down to "choices", making the choices that gives one freedom and joy. In this case, I made the choice of letting the wisdom of my doctor, who I trust, work through me with the new medication. I abandoned the fight, the fear, the apprehension and made it my personal experience which will be good and beneficial, laced with recovery and healing. I embrace it all and feel with every cell in my body "I am, I am, I am".