Contrasts

It seems there are more and more contrasts in my life and my life stream is accelerating. Hard to keep up, hard to stay balanced, centered and aligned. I try to remember that all is well and that it is only a journey, not the destination. But the hurt and pain are there and climbing up the emotional scale is getting more difficult. Why do I attract such pain? I don't know but I will focus on beautiful things, go deep in my being and find a peaceful place. I love beauty, harmony and peace. I love to go within and be creative and happy. I love helping people and knowing that I was able to positively affect their lives. That's who I am, that's the acknowledgement which brings me peace, which aligns me with my source. It is not important that some see me differently, try to change me and suggest that I am not acceptable. I am, and that's what counts. So I leave the pain behind and soar like an eagle. I am, I am, I am.