Life is a Journey

Life is a journey and life happens every minute of one's existence. Warm fuzzy events, not so welcome events. But they all happen and require one's attention. When looking and experiencing those events we have the choice to decide how we feel about them. The warm fuzzy ones are easy, we enjoy them and feel good about them. The not so welcome ones are the ones which make us grow and stronger. The choice we have is to look at them, accept them and then let them go. Do not give them space in your mind and do not give them lots of thoughts. The more you think about them, evaluate and alnayze them, the more they take root and will affect your emotions and finally your well being. They are like a slow acting poison - without being aware our whole existence will be poisened and all the joy and happiness will be sucked out. We are beings of light, so let the light flow in.

A new Beginning

These last few weeks were a challenge for me, starting with the change to a new medication by injections with really scary possible side effects. Took meditation and contemplation to come to the realization that everything will be ok, that it is up to me to make it a beneficial experience. It is amazing how one can fall into a black hole by fear and anxiety. My fear caused me mental and physical anguish until I was able to connect with my higher self, my source, my God. Then, and only then was I able to see that it was all "choice, that I can chose to feel well with the new medication or continue to be scared and experience all the downsides with it. I made the choice of acceptance and well being and have no side effects. I feel good and am ready to start the new phase in my physical recovery. I feel in peace and I know that this experience made me a stronger person, stronger in my deep knowledge of being a spiritual being and being in control of my life by making choices. It all comes down to "choices", making the choices that gives one freedom and joy. In this case, I made the choice of letting the wisdom of my doctor, who I trust, work through me with the new medication. I abandoned the fight, the fear, the apprehension and made it my personal experience which will be good and beneficial, laced with recovery and healing. I embrace it all and feel with every cell in my body "I am, I am, I am".