Life is a Journey

Life is a journey and life happens every minute of one's existence. Warm fuzzy events, not so welcome events. But they all happen and require one's attention. When looking and experiencing those events we have the choice to decide how we feel about them. The warm fuzzy ones are easy, we enjoy them and feel good about them. The not so welcome ones are the ones which make us grow and stronger. The choice we have is to look at them, accept them and then let them go. Do not give them space in your mind and do not give them lots of thoughts. The more you think about them, evaluate and alnayze them, the more they take root and will affect your emotions and finally your well being. They are like a slow acting poison - without being aware our whole existence will be poisened and all the joy and happiness will be sucked out. We are beings of light, so let the light flow in.

A new Beginning

These last few weeks were a challenge for me, starting with the change to a new medication by injections with really scary possible side effects. Took meditation and contemplation to come to the realization that everything will be ok, that it is up to me to make it a beneficial experience. It is amazing how one can fall into a black hole by fear and anxiety. My fear caused me mental and physical anguish until I was able to connect with my higher self, my source, my God. Then, and only then was I able to see that it was all "choice, that I can chose to feel well with the new medication or continue to be scared and experience all the downsides with it. I made the choice of acceptance and well being and have no side effects. I feel good and am ready to start the new phase in my physical recovery. I feel in peace and I know that this experience made me a stronger person, stronger in my deep knowledge of being a spiritual being and being in control of my life by making choices. It all comes down to "choices", making the choices that gives one freedom and joy. In this case, I made the choice of letting the wisdom of my doctor, who I trust, work through me with the new medication. I abandoned the fight, the fear, the apprehension and made it my personal experience which will be good and beneficial, laced with recovery and healing. I embrace it all and feel with every cell in my body "I am, I am, I am".

The Dance of Life

A great day and I feel good. I was able to hold my balance and my centeredness and it feels wonderful. My thoughts were focused on well being and beauty in all there is. No stress, no tension, just peace and love. Life feels like dancing to a music which I have written. With every step I am getting closer to where I want to be. It is a dance to freedom leaving the lead shoes behind and following my spirit to unlimited heights.

A Heavenly Morning

A morning as good as it gets. Opening my eyes was a delight, I felt like stepping into my physical reality on bouncing steps and a soaring spirit. My thoughts are uplifting, my vibrations are high and my energies are flowing. I glorious morning indeed! This is what life is all about, what life is when I let go and focus on joy and well being. A mile stone taken, a hurdle overcome - a new realization of who I am becoming.

I embrance who I was, who I am and who I am becoming.

I am embrace my spirit and my source.

My Life is My Script

My life is my script and I am the actor. I remind myself every day of it and it is getting easier to let troublesome influences go, see them flowing away and disolving in nothing. I am the creator of my life, and it is my script and I will perform this play of life in the way it makes me feel good. Oh, there are so many who want to edit, who want to direct, who even want to play for me, but I always remember: it is my creation, may script, my show. Looking at life in that way it all becomes lighter, the fun comes back and one can look at mistakes with a smile. Only then can be joy. The light goes on, the wings grow, the spirit soars and it all is well.

I will live the last part of my life in joy and harmony, make choices which feel good and let the troubles and disturbances fade away. This life is my choice and I will live it to the fullest.

Pottery

Just started Pottery and what makes it so exciting for me? It gives me an outlet for my creativity, I feel there is an unlimited potential and that I can fly as high as I want. I like the people and it allows me to release stress and find relaxation and peace. A true oasis, a perfect retreat!

Being not Doing

Realizing that I am a "being" and not a "doing" makes all the difference how I look at things, interact with people and function in my life. I am a being and the doing is a flow out of the being. First I am, then the action follows. First I create in my mind, then I materialize it in the physical world. A realization which brings clarity and focus to me and which allows me to "live" my life with all my senses. I finally can experience again the beauty of it all.

Contrasts

It seems there are more and more contrasts in my life and my life stream is accelerating. Hard to keep up, hard to stay balanced, centered and aligned. I try to remember that all is well and that it is only a journey, not the destination. But the hurt and pain are there and climbing up the emotional scale is getting more difficult. Why do I attract such pain? I don't know but I will focus on beautiful things, go deep in my being and find a peaceful place. I love beauty, harmony and peace. I love to go within and be creative and happy. I love helping people and knowing that I was able to positively affect their lives. That's who I am, that's the acknowledgement which brings me peace, which aligns me with my source. It is not important that some see me differently, try to change me and suggest that I am not acceptable. I am, and that's what counts. So I leave the pain behind and soar like an eagle. I am, I am, I am.

Feeling Good - that's my deliberate intent

Every moment, every day I try to focus on feeling good, thinking thoughts which make me feel good and seeing the good in everything. Easier said than done, sometimes, but I keep on focusing and it is getting more familiar and that little voice is becoming clearer telling me to come back, to feel good again! And I know that one of these days I will feel good all the time and life will be as I have imagined it in my dreams - flying, soaring to unlimited heights and pulsating in the rhythm of the universe. I love this journey and I love my life! And it will get better, and better, and better - what a journey!!

A New Venture

Steve and I have undertaken a new business venture - we have become Melaleuca Marketing Executives. How exciting and challenging! It brings so much focus into our life and an energy which I treasure. Steve has the front seat, I am in the background being still very busy with my real estate. I love this new endeavour, not only is it good for us, we are also changing positively peoples lives. What a great dream to live! Who said that getting older means giving up on dreaming and achieving? I love the thrill of the journey and am dreaming about the destination.

Where did the time go?

Such a long time since my last blog. I let life control me instead of me controlling my life. Seemed all so worthwhile, but looking back, was it? I definitely have decided to chill out and take life easier and with more humor. I still will work and have fun with it, but just in a more relaxed way. There is nothing more important than to feel good, the rest will follow. I know this, it is a deep knowledge within me, but somehow I get carried away in the waves of life, in the stress of others and forget what I really know. Life should be fun, living should be in joy and one should feel well in all what one does. So, this is my new start and I will pay attention to my inner voice and let well being flow through me. I will embrace life and joy, no matter what.